Each day since my last posting, I have said to myself, “Must blog, must blog.” Alas, that began over two weeks ago … and still no post.
The bald truth is that, lately, my mind hasn’t wanted to cooperate.
I have had a MASSIVE amount of brain scrambling. I am experiencing new, fabulous avenues but, at the same time, these wonderful opportunities to free myself of my mental illness carry a painful and harsh reality.
A reality that must be exposed.
Memories that have been buried deep in my brain are now finding their way to the forefront. It’s interesting … joy, peace, and anticipation mingling with pain, flashbacks, brain chaos, ear worms, depression …
It’s all here, right now.
Then God’s light will shine through!
It’s already starting to happen! My puzzle was nowhere near the level of completion I’ve found today. Pieces were all over the table … just like my mind.
But God has begun to gently put my puzzle together. With His loving Hands, it’s beginning to look a little more like the picture on the box … God’s ultimate plan for my life!
God bless you all.
Until next time, much love …